SOMETIMES

Sometimes I can't find the words
That fill my messy head.
Can't find the effort to smile
Or get out of my silly old bed
Sometimes

The world just sometimes feels like
I don't fit and don't belong,
And even when I make the effort,
A smile just doesn't last long
Sometimes

I could pretend with all my might
That I am the happiest I can be.
Surrounded by the world, it seems
Lonelier I couldn't be
Sometimes

Not sure what may be the answer.
Not sure if I'm really keen
To spend another day here,
Living this dreadful dream
Sometimes

But I must find some courage,
Light a fire inside my heart
And find a love for life again,
And I know where I shall start
Sometimes

I'll walk among the forest
And feel the crisp sea breeze
And lay among the meadow
And listen to all the bees
Sometimes

I'll figure out the mayhem
And gaze at all the stars
And dance at every sunset
With a smile inside my heart
Sometimes.

#struggles #depression #courage #movingforward #smileagain